So I posted yesterday, and originally I wasn't going to post today. I was going to leave it and just see when I next felt like writing something, but spoke with my person today and she gave me some good advice, Start small... divide it up and work through everything in your head one thing at a time (I'm paraphrasing ofc, but hey message is the same.) and you know what.... she was right.
Firstly gonna start by saying... Whoops, my bad! I made a spelling error in my last post, accidently called my person "wrong" instead of "rock" that's just not good but also funny at the same time because what the heck was I even thinking about as I typed that, but it has given us something to laugh about and I can imagine it will be a joke for a while... bit like Salmon.... that's for another time
Today.... nails.... or not nails I don't really know what to address but I figured getting something on a page was a good idea...
7 month on HRT, that's a thing.... can't really believe it's been that long and 12 month in job... .weird how somethings can change for the better and alongside it their can also be the bad... like Mental Health, in some respects that's much better at least when it comes to me as a person physically and how I see myself.... but it's in the crapper in the rest of the places, but one thing I haven't learnt is how to hold my head and push on through, because nothing is as bad as it first seems even if it feels like it.
That being said... my nails! omg they are like.... so annoying the heck of out me, some of them are great and lovely and strong and others are.... snap snap snap... and it's always the same ones, and I guess I know why in part but it still suck. Like no one wants to break a nail am I right.
Seems like a silly complaint when I right it but it upsets me when it happens because I try so hard to keep my nails and my body in a condition, and sometimes it just makes me wanna through my arms in the air and go "f it i'ma curl up with a stuffy in a blankie and never do another thing" and I love my stuffies dont get me wrong but could you imagine how lonely that would be... and boring after a while. I mean, attach a toy to a stuffie it's fun but it's still just a stuffie with fake attachment.... that took turn.
anyway... welcome to the chaos
Until next time, Dream of new days dawning
The Fox in the Stars
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